.tied up.

Monday, November 22, 2004

today.

today was tiring.
woke up at 8am.
checked my hp.
realised del's got fever.
take care del.
(:
get well soon.
took a bath.
packed my stuff.
made my way to school.
realised i was late.
terence msged.
tried calling terence.
he didn't pick up.
met siran.
walked with her to school.
walked into the sport complex.
saw the canoeing team.
felt really weird.
said a few "hi"s.
started running on the treadmill.
scolded terence.
ted was running too.
felt really weird.
he stopped.
came back.
stood in between ter's and the treadmill i was using.
i looked at ted and said,
"i'm sorry, i didn't know u all were training today".
it felt weird.
it felt really weird being in the gym.
with my team.
(my team? i don't know if it's the right term.)
and not exactly training with them.
weird.
just weird.
complained a whole lot to ter.
just wanted to leave the gym.
felt really awkward.
finished my 2.4k.
stoned around.
said a little more "hi"s.
went out to breathe for a while.
talked to ter.
did rotary torso, dips, leg press.
waited outside.
decided to talk to ted.
i kinda sat next to him.
it felt weird not being his "kid" anymore.
had a little casual talk.
he asked when i was leaving.
i didn't really know.
i told him briefly.
but i was kinda lost.
felt quite bad that i didn't have the chance to personally tell him my reasons.
someone had already told him.
and i really wished that person would be me.
but it wasn't.
anyhow.
our conversation wasn't long.
ted, thanks for being my coach.
i don't really know what to say.
kinda worried about margy though.
she's been training and training and not eating a lot.
):
oh well.
margy take care ok?
nadim just messaged.
he called me "buddy".
wow.
(:
i'm happy.
our buddy thing's still on.
even when i'm not officially part of the team anymore.
had lunch with ter at acsi.
came back for council sales stock taking.
met my ex-team and ter at the gym again.
stoned around.
talked.
lied down on the dirty red carpet thingy.
showered.
walked to the mrt with buddy, benji, ling, ter and my beloved jia.
i miss talking to jia.
jia i've got lotsa stuff to tell u tmw.
(:
we shall share our little secrets.
(:
went to westmall with ter and jia.
it was 2:33pm i think.
wasted time.
withdrawing money.
going into the disgusting ah lian shops.
the "gift" shops.
heeheehee.
oh carl chua do u cut ur hair at jantzen?
however u spell it.
anyway.
then we waited til 2:55pm to go for sakae sushi's buffet.
ate quite a lot.
(:
happy.
went to the dirty westmall toilets.
i have to say that westmall toilets are the dirtiest shopping centre toilets.
really.
every single time i use westmall toilets.
it's always dirty.
eeky.
went home with jia.
talked a little.
and both of us kinda drifted to sleep.
we slept and slept till yck.
then we left.
she took 853.
and i took 70.
and now, i'm home.
blogging.
and i'm tired.
i'll probably go sleep soon.
(:

[ Jude whispered ][ 5:49 PM ]

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